Years have gone by since I first began blogging, and I've noticed the decline of my literary skills. Juggling a job, new address, a relationship, and friends has indeed been a great fulfillment of my life, thus making me content.
Suffice to say a sacrifice had to be made, and that sacrifice is my attention to certain detail. My memory can no longer retain bulks of information, rather only holding on to the gist of events.
I have realised the essentials I have parted with contributed to a great deal of who I am and what I do. I stopped reading. When that happened, my brain fell ill. To further infuse this brain failure, I quit my gym and joined a full-fledged yoga gym, which I now go pretty much NEVER.
So it's time I get Stephanie back.
All I need is time.
And time is what I don't have.
Yes, I should make time.
But time is precious.
I save it for the people I love, and neglect the things that make me better.
My current life has been in a bout of emotional waves and I fear the greatest wave of all, the feelings of depression. Of course I am not, but you know how they say 'prevention is better than cure' right?
Step 1: Get to the gym
Step 2: Read a book
Step 3: Lose weight
I have everything else in life except these 3. They were once my best friends who made me mentally and physically strong.
Operation Stephealy (Heal Steph) needs to get underway.
